Sometimes when am not busy and sit down with my cup of coffee, I get thinking, was it worth it all? Leaving my job, leaving my hometown, leaving my friends and family just to get married. Then I glance over my shoulder and see my sleeping daughter, a little machine of destruction and feel yes it was. For her I could do anything, anytime, anywhere. I am going to share a writing which i wrote when I was pregnant, just to tell you that she made me feel like this even when she was not born.